dammit sexy lips

hello ☺ i swear i am falling for this guy. haish i don't my heart broken again. i mean like it s so sudden. idk how but its the fact that i am starting to fall for him. not that i'm already in love with him but its just a crush ♥♥ i wish i could like dance with him one day. i just fucking wish he'll be my partner and ask me for a dance during prom. i want to dance with him and really get close with him. but whats with this suddenness? i really don't know. okay two guys at a time no way its good. wait why did i fall for the second guy? cause the first one wasn't worth it. he has already stopped chatting with me and he is just gone liddat. haish. okay so its not a real crush yet just that my heartbeats faster when he comes lol. idk why? i kept touching my heart when he was near me. urgh. suddenly i was into eye contacts with him. ergh why him? his lips really are so irresistible. hahah gila eh kau nab. but right.... he is like in love with someone else already. hmp ><. me & him aren't compatible at all! but still, i am still going to forgive my heart lol. ♥♥ ✌✌ feelings please don't get too much high hopes okay?