Goodbye♥♥
POSTED ON Wednesday, December 19, 2012 AT 9:38 PM \\
Goodbye♥♥ dah nak buat homework or sleep now. ☺☺☺see you gaise tomorrow. in shah allah
Ouch
POSTED ON AT 9:28 PM \\
menses cramp acting up every 10seconds bilang aku macam mana tak mood swings ni semua. aku macam malas nak buat homeworks since plans dah cancel. haish. aku dah siap-siap abeh at last cancel.ni kah hidup aku? dah lah homework aku tak tahu nak buat. ape ni hidup.
i hate you school
Life?
POSTED ON AT 9:22 PM \\
I'm trying my best to enjoy my life right now. hidup aku telah musnah. chey jk. belom lagi. tata xx
Love☺
POSTED ON AT 9:19 PM \\
i miss him really much. guess what, tomorrow is not going to be Qiamat. believe me. only Allah knows when. the more you say Qiamat is coming, the faster it'll come. because, words are prayers aren't they? haish. i don't get why others still wants to party during Qiamat. seriously, korang tak takut? really weird tau korang.
Broken Promises
POSTED ON AT 9:13 PM \\
i'm just a little bit caught in the middle life is a maze, and love is a riddle i don't know where to go can't do it alone i've tried but i don't know why i promise you i am going to ignore you since you've treated me this way from the start.
What?
POSTED ON AT 7:02 PM \\
I hate everyone.
Sigh.
POSTED ON AT 7:01 PM \\
Forever Alone.
POSTED ON AT 6:56 PM \\
no one missed me. haish. i am no good friend. fuck it.
Period.
POSTED ON AT 6:39 PM \\
Baby♥♥
POSTED ON AT 6:01 PM \\
i miss being a kid. i didn't have to worry about my looks, love life, friends, everything! i didn't care when others bullied me or not. all i did care was abt food. yeah♥. right now, i feel like not living anymore. cause of the situation i am in right now. i'm just so tired of being fake, angry, sad. everything. since nobody loves me then there is like no point of me living. everyone treats me like i am tire. i hate it when someone says the other person is way better than me. like, i post a photo of me on facebook and i got 10 likes. like obviously, i'll feel happy? then this person comes in and compare me to a pretty girl saying she has more likes than you all tht. dude, i have feelings. i know where i am and i know where i stand. you don't need to inform me. you expect me to have high hopes when you yourself is making me really really really insecure. what a hypocrite. with looks, i can nvr win anyone. even talents. i tried being better and stronger. but i just can't. people must have to win me. can't they just give me some chance to win? please.
Goodmorning♥
POSTED ON AT 5:41 PM \\
Goodmorning gaiseeee♥♥♥. haish. watapak nari aku dtng period lah. haish. menyusahkan. && my throat isn't getting any better. getting worser ada lah. i hope todays mood tak teruk when meeting friends later. confirm senyap gilaaa babi. awkward gila :(. sedih babe. i wish to makan pastamania niari. haish. okayokay. tadi pagi-pagi aku dah nangis rabak. haish. nobody loves me. really. my family members semua sayangkan adikku dari aku. nenekku everytime tau kasih adik aku duit padahal dia kaya. satu sen pin tak bagi pat aku. when ibu asked nenek to give me money she was like, 'dia sombong pat aku buat apa nak bagi'. tell me since when i was sombong to her? padahal it was my adik. everything that my adik does, the blame is put on me. dah lah aku kene pukul tumbuk ni tu semua maki fro my family members because of my brother. eventhough adik aku maki pukul mak nenek aku, dia tak pernah kene marah. haish. all i did was to redha and cry in bed. i was never treated as lucky as my adik. imagine if i was the one deaf, would my parents still love me and treated me the same way they treated my brother? nahhhh i don't think so. cause i am too ugly. ☺☺☺☺☺ hhaahaah, i've too much problems in life. dah lah muka buruk ni semua. but i know. Allah is always going to be my side♥♥♥. :') haish.
A derp who likes french-kissing her flute and massaging le piano. I kid, I kid. But I am a musician... still a student though. I am addicted to melon milk, coffee, Zooey Deschanel, reading about cryptology and horror and gory manga. I like taking photos every fucking time.
Favorite color is brown, the color of earth and chocolates. Books are my best friends. The only time they betrayed me was when I thought an author was female then it turns out to be, aloha, male. Enclosed spaces are cozy; I'm weird like that. And oh, I have a tiny puppy named Sushi who rolls on its back every time I refuse to put down its milk bowl.