i have got a story to tell. so when i was in secondary 1, i was already in the volleyball team.i had to exercise regularly and i was thin. i had an excessive output to my body. then my parents noticed and they made a deal with me. when they touched me, they could only feel bones. they scolded me and chided me. i was pretty sad and that year was a depressing year with everyone going against me. the deal was if i wanted my parents to love me again, i need to gain as much weight as my brother. i was determined to do it badly because i really wanted my parents to love me back. how dumb can i be? so i ate so much for days. i ate fast and really that much. nobody saw the change in me.i cried every night and night just to receive love from my parents. i gained that much weight after weeks/months. then one day, my parents went over to me and scolded me because of my weight. i was surprised obviously. then i told them exactly what they asked me to do. however the thing is, they dont remember a shit. i was really sad. i mean like they kept telling me to gain as much fats as my brother and now they are scolding me because i am fat? what about the deal that we made? and do you know something? my friend, to be exact, guy friends made fun of me because i looked skinny. now that i have gained weight, they call me fat. why cant i be perfect? why must everyone insult me. dont they know it hurts me that much when they do that. so yeah, i really know how does it feel when someone is called skinny by others because i have been in that situation also. so please dont judge me that easily when you dont know what i have gone through all this while. i may be blunt because i may not listen to you for a while but please i am not that dumb ok. so bij fuck u guys