POSTED ON Sunday, January 26, 2014 AT 4:19 AM \\
long time no see
POSTED ON AT 3:43 AM \\
hi bloggers it has been quite a while since we have met. :-)))) life is obvsly normal which mean life sucks. o level is this year & problems aftr problems are after me rn. im so depressed. actlly, would anyone even believe im suffering from some kind of anxiety? i doubt so. due to my past events which occurred, i dont think i am able to catch up in life anymore.
i have a secret to tell but nO uGh. im gg to tell it next time when i am fully, physically ready enuf 2 share my secret. something terrible happened 2 my friend & eventho i was in that state b4, i rlly do not knw how to help her even after 6 years has aldy passed, the memory abt it still lingers in my mind which i couldn't resist at alL.
nobody believed me when i told them abt prblms i have faced all this while. why? the reason is bcs my face doesnt look like it hs problems :-'((( logically, why shld i even fake abt some srs shiets? maybe when compared to u, i think im much stronger than u bcs im able to solve my prblms alone.... nO acTlly i these prblms were never solved... they just got more complicated as time goes by.... tbh, i just wished that people are just aware of me & help/solve me with my prblms.. i do need attention thats all.
-this girl
A derp who likes french-kissing her flute and massaging le piano. I kid, I kid. But I am a musician... still a student though. I am addicted to melon milk, coffee, Zooey Deschanel, reading about cryptology and horror and gory manga. I like taking photos every fucking time.
Favorite color is brown, the color of earth and chocolates. Books are my best friends. The only time they betrayed me was when I thought an author was female then it turns out to be, aloha, male. Enclosed spaces are cozy; I'm weird like that. And oh, I have a tiny puppy named Sushi who rolls on its back every time I refuse to put down its milk bowl.