hi☹ todays like his birthday. & i am so fuck shy to say smthng to him. what if he replies me just a 'thanks' or yeah. omg i can't even. haissssssssh. i miss him :c okay bad news, i'm getting fat! & okay so idk what to say. today is so a black day. cause i am like dark today. okay so got this. he is really charming. but he doesn't know that. he is like on fucking calm person i've ever met. i mean like yeah & i am like so hot-headed. haish. gosh. i'll honestly can't stop abt him. ergh. when i eat, i'll think abt him. when i sleep, i'll think abt him too. i'll get really upset once i know if i like a guy. why? cause its my nature once i like someone, i won't talk to him anymore. cause i know i will not be good for him & look at my face. it the ugliest thing on shit. so yeah. its normal. but the fact that he is my friend makes me feel sad. dha hilang satu kawan. i mean like i don't like him its just a small crush. its noraml isn't it? fml

A derp who likes french-kissing her flute and massaging le piano. I kid, I kid. But I am a musician... still a student though. I am addicted to melon milk, coffee, Zooey Deschanel, reading about cryptology and horror and gory manga. I like taking photos every fucking time. Favorite color is brown, the color of earth and chocolates. Books are my best friends. The only time they betrayed me was when I thought an author was female then it turns out to be, aloha, male. Enclosed spaces are cozy; I'm weird like that. And oh, I have a tiny puppy named Sushi who rolls on its back every time I refuse to put down its milk bowl.
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