hi ☺ hm, not a good day for this while yet. & its like the start of February already! cepat nye! haish during vb awkward. i threw the ball and coach was like DONT THROW HIGH! and i was so embarrassed haish. then when meeting, i came to talk with mr mike & he fucking ignored me. haish. i feel so low haha. am i that ugly? hm. and mr wong only talked to khalisa & natasha & others except me. haish am i that black and ugly that no one notices me? and firas really. saying he cant see blanga really hurts me alot. okay so i got distracted with my problems by hanging out with friends. sumpah macam first asyraf hang out dgn kita like outside school. abeh asyiqin sumpah perangai pecah sia dia emo.. haish tak best sumpah tak best ☹☹. aku dah okay dgn dia. hehe ✌✌. i feel so sad when people tak layan aku and show me that they are  to see me. hm sedih sia hidup aku ☹