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POSTED ON Monday, February 4, 2013 AT 6:23 AM \\
should i die or not? i am so rude to a teacher. & do u know how guilty i am feeling right now. blame my genes fuckfuckyou genes. if u are like touchable, i would be killing u everytime & everyday when someone teases me. ergh. i am not insecure. i am just ugly. i am tired. i am like thinking. what if i don't get any guy by the age 30? haish. aku nye problems belambak tapi takde orng kesah. nobody gave me encouragemnt, hug me? say somthing sweet nobody! i feel so useless and worthless. is it because of my skin or face that they are treating me like this? tell me why must a selekeh girl get more attention & more admirers than me? i feel like killing myself. there is no point living. hahaha die nab die
A derp who likes french-kissing her flute and massaging le piano. I kid, I kid. But I am a musician... still a student though. I am addicted to melon milk, coffee, Zooey Deschanel, reading about cryptology and horror and gory manga. I like taking photos every fucking time.
Favorite color is brown, the color of earth and chocolates. Books are my best friends. The only time they betrayed me was when I thought an author was female then it turns out to be, aloha, male. Enclosed spaces are cozy; I'm weird like that. And oh, I have a tiny puppy named Sushi who rolls on its back every time I refuse to put down its milk bowl.