hello. okay so ☹ life sucks secondary 3 life sucks. everybody is such a bitch. judging me hating me hurting me controlling me. i feel so insecure. i guess my self-esteem is below zero already. why is life so unfair? my friends who are prettier, smarter and much much more mature and fun at the same time gets more attention than me? lol dumb uh you nab. they so perfect thats why. people okay mostly guys come to me and why? guess what? to make friends with my friends nut not me. its proven that every group of friends has this one unlucky kid who is ugly ☹. haisssssssh. and that kid is liek so called always been picked to do something. haish. my friends are like the luckiest human beings ever! okay so nabilah is my twin. gosh! i swear she is like the opposite of me. she is pretty, sweet, sporty, funny, popular, smart... but me? nope not at all. okay so teachers are like my parents. blaming me on this that and fucking shitz. ibu and ayah like that uh at home. always side my brother. especially my nenek. always say my brother correct but me? everytime want see me kene beaten up. i am getting dumper and uglier and blacker. ya allah, awak nak jadi putih dengan lawar. amin. ☹ haish. please, i want a good life. haish. bye lah i hate everybody. lol :*