Goodmorning gaiseeee♥♥♥. haish. watapak nari aku dtng period lah. haish. menyusahkan. && my throat isn't getting any better. getting worser ada lah. i hope todays mood tak teruk when meeting friends later. confirm senyap gilaaa babi. awkward gila :(. sedih babe. i wish to makan pastamania niari. haish. okayokay. tadi pagi-pagi aku dah nangis rabak. haish. nobody loves me. really. my family members semua sayangkan adikku dari aku. nenekku everytime tau kasih adik aku duit padahal dia kaya. satu sen pin tak bagi pat aku. when ibu asked nenek to give me money she was like, 'dia sombong pat aku buat apa nak bagi'. tell me since when i was sombong to her? padahal it was my adik. everything that my adik does, the blame is put on me. dah lah aku kene pukul tumbuk ni tu semua maki fro my family members because of my brother. eventhough adik aku maki pukul mak nenek aku, dia tak pernah kene marah. haish. all i did was to redha and cry in bed. i was never treated as lucky as my adik. imagine if i was the one deaf, would my parents still love me and treated me the same way they treated my brother? nahhhh i don't think so. cause i am too ugly. ☺☺☺☺☺ hhaahaah, i've too much problems in life. dah lah muka buruk ni semua. but i know. Allah is always going to be my side♥♥♥. :') haish.